What's going on in my mind right now?

So many things is happening in my mind.
Its like a traffic on an expressway.
Like a traffic of planes on the sky.
so many things are happening,
Like a riot in my mind,
Problems, memories, imaginations that need to imagine are mixed.
Not organized, hard to understand like a scribbled letters.
Its like a lazy handwriting, a doctor's hand writing.
Hard to read and understand.
Somethings blocking the way to saying "I got it!"